its thursday evening... and im home alone...

so... its thursday... and i still havent been to school yet. today i didnt wake up until 1pm. yes... i did sleep thirteen hours last night. wow these pills work well... i havent slept this long in god knows how long... but there is only a certain amount of time that you can stay at home inside. the weather isnt exactly warm. and when you cant wear long pants or a jumper... its a bit too cold to go outside. however... i do love winter... even though its only autumn... but the point is... i love the cold. there is nothing better... im thinking of going to the snow fields next year and working there for a little while... that would be amazing. i could het a job... and snowboard for free...
so... as cold as it was this evening... i went and took pictures... of various things... outside... and it was rather fun. pictures of my dog russel. and also of the yard. i love being on land. its fantastic... i think the best thing is that no one is around... you can run around like an idiot and not have to worry about what your neighbours are going to think... because there 500 meters away from you. so... i had quite alot of fun running around with the russ russ... she is quite a good dog. yes russel is a she... with a boys name... my sister decided she looked like a russ dog toy when she was a puppie. and so she got russel. but i love her. i have no one to talk to... there is no one online and no one home. the parents left home with out me... and the little sister went to school. then to the bowl... so now im home alone. as i have been all day...
mothers day on sunday... meaning i have to buy my mother something. and i havent thought about it yet... older sister said that we should all put in to buy facials and massages... that would be good for her... give her some time to relax... i think she will like that.
there is nothing on television... i have no homework because i havent been at school... so i have nothing to do... the internet can only supress boredom for a short amount of time... and i am fairly sure that once i have done this... i will be bored.
tomorrow dad goes away... and so does the little sister... so its just mum and i... seeing as how the older sisters dont live at home now. we are going to the movies... maybe to see two of them. how exciting. hopefully there is something good on... well... there is but hopefully at the right time.
and then saturday night i might be having friends over... just have to ask mum... hopefully she says yes...
well... i think that is all from me now... so i shall post again soon...
have fun...
love maddi
xxx

stuck at home with the sleepy pills...

life is taking me on this journey. It's long and complicated. It's difficult at times and sometimes boring. It's stressful but fun and can sometimes become a little more then antisipated. But i guess that is the wonders of life.
People are changing and growing into new people and I am not too sure of who they are. I guess I know that the people who matter are still going to be there for me. My sister's, my parents, my family and my best friends. These are the people who matter most in my life. I mean sure... i have other people who i talk to... but people come and go... they walk into your life and walk out of your life... you might sit there wondering whatever happened to that person... but deep down you know that it wasnt meant to be... that you both grew apart from each other... became two completely different people. I guess i just need to be happy with what i have. No regrets. Thats what i live by. Dont regret anything that you have done. Everything happens for a reason... and at one moment in your life what ever you did made you happy... so dont ever regret anything that made you happy... just maybe thats what was meant for you.
so i have this allergic reaction... to what... i dont know... but i do know that it is itchy. and sore. and the doctor has put me on some medication that makes me sleep... alot... but im not complaining. its about time i had some decent nights sleep. im basically falling asleep the whole day. who knew allergys were so tiring.
dads going away this weekend... maybe i will have some of the girls over... maybe some movies... popcorn... junk food... and some girlie things... basically the perfect girls night. it should be fun... hopefully they can all come...
well... time to do the cleaning and then take some more pills... fun for me...
its been fun...
will write soon...
enjoy...
love Maddi
xx